My joy comes from the Lord…heaven knows it doesn’t come from my kids right now

Sep 26th, 2016 Faith, Fun, God, Kids, Life, pregnancy, relationships Bek 3 min read

Last year I was going through a tough time with a 2 year old and a new born. It was embarrassing to be out with other mums and have Isaiah scream the house down for different, random, pointless reasons. I felt judged by other mums and felt like I was doing a terrible job as a mum. I prayed to the Lord, saying ‘Lord, may…

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pregnancy after loss

Nov 5th, 2015 Faith, God, Kids, Life, loss, miscarriage, pregnancy Bek 3 min read

When I found out I was first pregnant I wrote a letter to our future baby. I wrote about the fun we would had and that I couldn’t wait to meet him/her and learn all about them. Only a month later I was holding that letter in my hands, grieving the loss of our baby. I didn’t know what to do with the letter. It…


Breaking the Silence

Aug 9th, 2015 Faith, God, Life, loss, miscarriage, relationships Bek 1 min read

I’m sure you’ve all seen the viral video over the past few days where a husband surprises his wife by telling her she’s pregnant. It’s pretty cute and it may be one of the most viewed pregnancy videos out there with over 9 million people watching it. Days later they had the devastating news that their baby had gone to be with the Lord. They…


What to expect when you’re not expecting

Jun 29th, 2015 Faith, Kids, Life, loss Bek 6 min read

If you’ve got a friend going through infertility or miscarriage, here are 9 things you need to know… ‘She said ‘I’m so sorry and hate that you’re having to deal with the pain of losing a child’ and then gave me a big hug. The long bear hug kind. It’s easily the most understood and loved I felt when the pain was still raw. I…


One Small Step for God, one giant leap for mankind

Jun 8th, 2015 Faith, Inspiration, Kids, Life Bek 3 min read

‘Houston, we have a problem…’ I was at the playground the other day with my 2 year old. He was climbing down a ladder and even though the bars were easy for him to reach, the last step to the ground was just a too far for his little legs. I watched him from a distance as his foot searched for the ground. After a…


When God’s timing is different to ours

May 25th, 2015 Faith, Inspiration, Kids, Life Bek 12 min read

People can be really dumb.. ‘Maybe you’re not trying hard enough’… ‘Don’t you want to have kids?’… ‘You should just hurry up and have babies’. You may have heard these same kinds of things; often from well meaning people, usually from those who don’t really know what to say.   2 years into marriage we decided to start trying for babies. I remember when we…

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Still looking for your personalised parenting book?

May 18th, 2015 Faith, Kids, Life Bek 6 min read

I remember a few days into being new parents, while our new born was crying my husband turned to me and asked, “What does he want?”, to which i replied, “I don’t know, I just met the kid!”. When Zi was born he had to be monitored for 4 hours so I spent the first 4 and a bit hours of his life waiting in…